sorry for the hiatus, depression really hits me hard sometimes, and leaves me in a complete creativee stupor, where i dont have any motivation to do much of anything. being socially isolated is hard on my brain, i guess. but i really only have myself to blame for that one. to the 2 people that take the time to read this- i'd like to say hello! thank you for taking time out of your day to read someone whining about their life, and i say, have a great day. i realize this is a bit abrupt of an ending, especially to something like this, for that, i'm sorry. (october 7th)